Words

The words…

I wish I had them.

I thought I had them.

Sink, swim.

Innocence.

The Uninitiated.

Thrust into reality.

You tried.

Ms./miss Directed

Efforts.

The words…

I wish I had them.

I thought I had them.

My responsibility?

wasn’t guide you and guide me.

Insecurity

Co-dependency

I long for

What could have been

Never was

The words…

I wish I had them

I thought I had them.

Trapped.

Inside your pain

Numb = normalcy

Temporary

escape.

Did you know?

It was abetting

your spiritual imprisonment.

The beginning of your end.

No answers.

Only questions.

Oblivious to what

you COULD have been 

And

what you were.

I will remember.

The good.

In you.

It struggled.

To breakthrough.

High, low

Higher, higher,  low, rock bottom!

You searched.

A fatal journey.

The words…

I wish I had them

Maybe, I never did. 

 

 

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